Applying Yourself

This morning I've set out to finalize graduate school applications and I'm feeling a strong case of the blahs. I've done everything BUT work on my application work this morning. So now my work on working on myself over the years has me asking if it's a true "blah" feeling or is it the feeling that overtakes one about to embark on something great...one risking failure along the way? Perhaps I am just tired, it's still only in my warm up part of the day and I've had a long working weekend. I find myself searching for the passion, the excitement, the motivation I felt the last few weeks when I was embarking on the application process.

And so I will just start, because as I learned in yoga, showing up is the most important part of the process. I'll start out by listing the objectives of my writing and I'll allow myself to let go of what comes out from there. Perhaps a brief yoga asana practice will also inspire if I still don't have clarity from there.